my world is spinning;

i need to stop trying to be grown up, and live.

join me?

love is all we need;

i feel like a load of bull honkey.

have you ever stopped and thought about asking the person your talking to how they were? it's probably one of the easiest things to do, but nobody ever does it. don't ask me why. but anyway, even though it's almost the simplest phrase to say to anyone, it's one of the most meaningful. just think about it.. when somebody stops and asks, "how are you?" or even, "what's wrong?" it's not only polite..but it shows how much the person cares. and honestly, i think caring is one of the biggest problems these days. nobody seems to care about anybody but themselves. and i'm not saying it's a bad thing to care about yourself, i'm just saying you should put yourself last in everything you do. and always think about how the other person is. and, i'm also not saying i'm awesome at doing that, because i'm terrible at it. all i'm saying is, the world would be so much better if people actually cared. about everyone. so next time your having a conversation, stop and ask how the person is doing. we can work on it together.

another thing.. love. it kind of goes hand and hand with caring. if you love somebody, you obviously care about them. but that's another problem with this world. there's so much hate. and when i say love, i don't mean like..husband and wife kind of love. i mean just going out of your way to help someone out. or, not talking about people behind their backs. or even, asking how somebody is doing lately. sounds kind of like my caring paragraph. i don't really know where i'm going with this. i just want people to realize you absolutely need to love and care for people, or you are not going to get anywhere in your life. even the super annoying people, love them. and the dirty nasty people, love them. love everybody.

everybody needs to know that somebody is there for them. be that person.

God is love, and love is caring. Therefor, God is caring.

i guess that's what i've been trying to say this whole time..

i wanna be home.

i promise the stars;

oh, geezz.

wanna know a secret? i don't want to be a leader. plus, in no way am i qualified. i'm not outgoing, people generally don't listen to me, i don't generally listen to people too well, and people should nott look up to me. even though they do..don't ask me why. with all that said, i don't get why everybody wants me to be one so bad. everywhere i turn, people act as if i'm supposed to be this perfect example. news for the day, i should nott be an example to anyone. that's just my two cents on the situation. plus! know what..nevermind. you get it.

another secret? okay. i kind of forgot about this whole blogging deal. i've just been a busy guy lately. i can't help it. and i think that because i haven't been blogging, all my feelings are just staying inside. which, consequently, leads to me acting different. and not just around my friends, but around my family too. it's a bad cycle. so, blogging = happiness. at least to me..

lately, i've been thinking about how the only person i think about is myself. and that i want to help people with whatever i do. but, i got offered to go on a three month tour, playing music. and i said no. don't ask me why. i just felt like it wasn't what i was supposed to do. but now, i'm thinking it was a bad idea to turn them down. that could of been my onlyy chance to do something with my life. and ultimately, helping people. that's all i really want to do.

help people.

i feel like i'm growing up too fast. i'm only 15. i have all of high school to figure myself out.

and on that note..i'm going to end this short blog. i just had to get some stuff off of my chest.

wanna know a secret?